This topic was brought to my attention during an discussion of a Chiron article. The person had Chiron in the 12th and was discussing feelings of self hatred/desire for suicide. I have, always, been honest on here, but I am going to take myself to new levels of honesty. If you are abused, you will blame yourself. Someone who was badly sexually abused by her father, recently, killed herself. I was shocked because it seemed like she had “gotten over it”. When I say that, I don’t mean that you, ever, really do, but you seem to move along, so to speak. I think people pressure you to “get over it”, too. The pressure is subtle, but it is there. I think the only way to “get over it” is to be really honest about how you feel. Most of us feel a lot of self hatred. I have had a lot of self hatred because that is what abused people “do”. They turn it inward. They blame themselves. I, still, think that it was my fault my mother abused me. Down deep, I do. I think most of us do, way, way, way down deep. I think Jesus can heal this and He is healing me ENOUGH that I can admit it. Admitting it is a big step.
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